Silence

Silence, by Becky Antkowiak

When the Lamb opened the seventh seal, there was silence in heaven for about half an hour. Revelation 8:1 ESV.

Finding Silence in the Noise: A Reflection on Revelation 8:1

For much of my adult life, I avoided flying. My too-small Eustachian tubes caused unbelievable pressure and pain. Last year, surgery corrected the problem, and now, like Peter Pan, I can fly, I can fly, I can fly.

But immediately after the surgery, I noticed a high-pitched whine, overlaid by the sound of my heartbeat.

The surgeon assured me this issue would fade. Instead, I’ve learned more than I ever wanted to know about pulsatile tinnitus and the lack of effective treatments.

What Is Tinnitus?

Many people experience tinnitus of varying degrees, particularly individuals who spent years around power tools or attended 80s rock concerts without hearing protection. 

If you ever owned a tube television, you might recall the high-pitched whine it emitted. Imagine that noise amplified. Add to it the rhythmic sound of a heart sonogram—sometimes soft, sometimes deafening, always unpredictable. The noise inside my head is often at “rushing river” volume level. Processing conversation through the noise requires sustained concentration.

Because of this, the concept of silence fascinates me. Barring a miracle, I will never again experience true silence.

A Fresh Look at Revelation 8:1

It’s funny how life circumstances reshape our perspective. I distinctly remember reading Revelation 8:1 as a teenager and dismissing it as “the most boring verse in the Bible.” For this blossoming extrovert, half an hour of silence sounded like purgatory, not paradise.

Now, whenever I come across the verse, my entire body relaxes at the thought of extended silence. 

The Profound Silence of Heaven

Strong’s says the Greek word for silence here indicates a hiss or st– sound commanding silence. Like a teacher subduing chatter with one syllable. Or an airlock instantly sucking all noise from a space. 

I imagine the moment before Christ cracks that seal. 

Every eye focuses on him. 

A slight click, and then—

Sshhoop.

Nothing. All ambient noise gone. Not one pin drops.

The silence doesn’t last forever, but it extends for more than a moment. 

For all the toddler mamas imagining thirty precious minutes of silence, I promise you, it’s coming. 

The Meaning of the Seal in Revelation

A recent praise song based on Revelation 8:1 focuses on the question of who is worthy to open the scroll. Breaking the seal is a public display of Christ’s authority over the situation.

The seal itself is significant. Strong’s definition of the Greek word used explains the seal was a mark not only of ownership but also of privacy. The seal protected the contents from being misappropriated. 

Sometimes difficult circumstances feel like a mistake. Did the surgeon’s hand slip? Did God really intend the fire, the flood, the unexpected death, the heartache? 

The seal guarantees the information inside the scroll is exactly as God intended. No tampering, no changes. His plan is sometimes unfathomable, but it’s never an accident, and no one can interfere without his oversight. 

Silence Amid the Noise: Find Peace through God’s Word 

Revelation’s chapters are full of vivid, loud, confusing imagery. War, turmoil, pandemonium. Life as we know it isn’t much different. Sometimes we feel unfocused or distracted by the tinnitus of life’s high pitches and steady rhythms. 

Revelation 8:1 no longer sounds boring. I imagine other moments where the only sound is of hearts beating in time with the Creator’s. 

In the middle of life’s busy noise, we can find moments of peace and quiet, even if it’s just within our own souls. Let’s take time each day to read words written by the one who loves us most. 

Whether we’re seeking a moment of stillness, battling the unrelenting tide of tinnitus, or simply overwhelmed by life’s upheaval, let’s take heart. The one who holds the scroll holds us close, and he alone can create the peaceful silence we crave. 

Becky

Becky Antkowiak (ant-KO-vee-ack) is a writer, speaker, editor, Compassion International advocate, enthusiastic Grammar Floozy, and is the Chief Encouragement Officer of 540 Writers Community. A lifelong serial extrovert, Becky believes strangers are friends she hasn’t met. Fair warning: make eye contact only if you want a friend for life. 

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2 thoughts on “Silence, by Becky Antkowiak

  1. Kelly Goshorn says:

    Like you, I’m an extrovert and have a hard time just being in quiet places. I always have music or the tv in the background. But I recently noticed how much I enjoy getting up early when the house is quiet and spending time with Jesus. I look forward to it. It was quite ironic that a person who literally cannot stand quiet otherwise, loves that time when it’s just me and Jesus. Thx for the encouraging words, Becky. Praying your tinnitus heals quickly.

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